wonder...

wonder. wonder. have you ever wondered? wondered, what lies behind the lcked and sealed door of someone elses heart?? wondered, what your future intales?? wondered, what kind of family you will bear??... well ofcourse you have, right?? im not the only one, am i?? i like many other people in this world feel so alone, sometimes. its not that we dont have friends and family to console us. its just that we havent all learned to appretiate the positive air of things yet. and with a constantly questioning mind, we never will. every day i wonder;

i wonder: what they really think of me

i wonder: will i really be what i want to be

i wonder: why they laugh and call me names

i wonder: will i find HIM

i wonder: will HE find me

i wonder: do i really deserve...

i wonder etc....etc.....etc!!!

whats the solution doctor? what can i take, that will give me the strength to face the truth of things? what can i take, that will enable me to enjoy my life the way im living it? i want true happiness. everyday. all the time.

stop me from wondering!